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Jul. 24th, 2013
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Jul. 24th, 2013 05:34 pmYesterday I got the trifecta of bad.( I say I got, more like I witnessed )
It is frankly weird to listen to them and then go check on Tumblr and see that once again someone has discovered Barbreyreyswells's frothy offense at my thing about Cosette. It does put things in perspective.
Someday I want to stand sweetly on a doorstep in a pretty blue dress hours after having given birth while looking completely perfect. I think that's as close as I will get to a religious experience.
I have decided that as much as I imagine having a romantic partner would make me feel better (and as much as I want babies omg), it is stupid to bother actively trying when I need to sort all my shit out and get into a more comfortable space, mentally and physically, before I add an extra stressor. And that it is not my fault if someone can't read my signals and complete lack of interest.
It is frankly weird to listen to them and then go check on Tumblr and see that once again someone has discovered Barbreyreyswells's frothy offense at my thing about Cosette. It does put things in perspective.
Someday I want to stand sweetly on a doorstep in a pretty blue dress hours after having given birth while looking completely perfect. I think that's as close as I will get to a religious experience.
I have decided that as much as I imagine having a romantic partner would make me feel better (and as much as I want babies omg), it is stupid to bother actively trying when I need to sort all my shit out and get into a more comfortable space, mentally and physically, before I add an extra stressor. And that it is not my fault if someone can't read my signals and complete lack of interest.