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Not going anywhere for Mother's Day. :( It turns out that the rain did not magically fix my frozen brake caliper. I was on my way to the English Country Dance practice/pizza dinner when I pulled over because it seemed like I was getting a lot of drag - I just couldn't get up to 55mph. So I missed that, and now I'm missing seeing my mom, gramma, and brother today. :( :(

I feel like the rain is making me even more self-loathing and bad-feeling about all of this, which is weird as I normally love rainy days, they remind me of Edinburgh and I have an excuse to sit around and sew. But I COULD HAVE HEADED THIS OFF IF I'D GOTTEN THE CAR FIXED LAST WEEKEND and I SHOULD HAVE FOUND A NEW CAR SOMETIME WITHIN THE PAST YEAR. Well, I think it's stoked a little by someone vaguebooking something that could plausibly be interpreted as about myself, but it's mostly the stupid stupid car issues.