But the question is, if I grudgewank am I not still awful

I feel much better and less hateable this morning, so that is good. Today I am going to try to apply to something and to write to April from SPARC about my own book and where I should look for publication. And I'm going to work on my query letter, so that when she answers me I can send it out.

( More of my Cassie Clare grudgewank )