INTERNAL SCREAMING INTENSIFIES

Last night was very bad, I should have stayed at home for this whole rotten holiday and had pasta. My brake line is broken and all the brake fluid is gone, so I'm stuck down at Dad's, which meant I had to call in to work very early, so I was tense about that, so I woke up too early and still kind of have the headache last night gave me.

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The brake line repair was supposed to be fast, but the garage was really behind/forgot about my car, so I'm still down at Dad's. It should be done tomorrow morning, hopefully the roads will be fully salted and I'll get home by lunch - I have an appointment at a friend's photo studio tomorrow at 1 to take some pictures of my thesis dress to bring to my interview; I'm also going to download some of the object photos I did at the Chapman. I don't have any of the good ones I took at Brookside, though.

Bit anxious this evening. Ugh, I really know I should find a therapist, but I'm so tired of deadlines and appointments and things (and I'm including Christmas in that right now).

Going to translate the section on fanmaking from Arts et Métiers for blog at some point. Maybe. I should skim it first to see if it's actually useful.