chocolatepot | Purposeful (Reply)

I decided last night, while I tried to go to sleep (remember back when spring used to be a season that existed? remember that?), that I will not look at the 18cLife group or read the daily digest emails for a week or so, because the whole thing's made me really anxious, mainly because I think everyone's horribly embarrassed by me. Once I've gotten really into my book and/or working on a grant (cross your fingers for me, my meeting's at 10:30), I can go back and read what's there, but I don't think it's worth going on, as the main conflict was that the original statement was too broad/misrepresented when presented to the list and now it's/I'm just running on irritation and looking like an idiot.

I should probably have made up a portfolio for this meeting, but ... it would really just be the one website. I think I will work on my website again after lunch, though, because it should be like "look I'm a consultant".

Yesterday I got my first - I think - commission for a chemisette not from someone I know! Which is a bit frightening, but also exciting. This is the time to be alive, truly.