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Doodle-oodle-oo, writing writing all afternoon. I may have finished my introduction ... thing, which is sort of a big justification for doing the book at all? At least, I think that's how it comes off. It feels right to me to talk about why I did it, why there's space in the literature, why it should be useful to a lot of people. But I know that a lot of the time when I think I'm straightforwardly honest it comes off like apology. I don't know.

I am so unmotivated to job search. Part of it may be the whole "why am I suddenly unemployed" issue.