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May. 22nd, 2015 08:47 pmIt's hard to be motivated to try to give really long answers on AskHistorians when half the time I write anything I get "lol thanks, I didn't think anyone would answer, it was just a passing thought." Not very encouraging. (Or else I get nothing
I haven't been posting much here lately because I've been feeling all anxious/apathetic/useless/frustrated all week. Some of it is probably premenstruality, some that it's been monstrously cold (about fifty degrees) after a week of good weather, some of it is just boredom. So I've been trying to do self-care (being lazy) but I don't think anything will help until it's warmer. But like normally I feel better all dressed up at work - but today I was in my nice wool dress with my nylons and oxfords and I just felt stupid. Those grey stockings - "Jana" style - just aren't the right shape for my leg, and now they have holes from my stupid huge big toes, which can probably be mended because the nylon is so firm ... unfortunately after the last time I wore my Danas, that pair was ruined. The Danas are softer, more clingy, and feel nicer, but they're also more delicate and seem to have gotten caught on something in the opening of the shoe when I last took them off. And I feel like I don't walk well in even a 2" heel. I'm working tomorrow, and I may just jeans it because while my new philosophy is that a) I am my own work of art and b) I like wearing the clothes I like more than I like being 100% comfortable, sometimes you need a day off. (And the corollary to b) is that I like the way I look in them and I don't like the way I look in them right now I guess.)
I haven't been posting much here lately because I've been feeling all anxious/apathetic/useless/frustrated all week. Some of it is probably premenstruality, some that it's been monstrously cold (about fifty degrees) after a week of good weather, some of it is just boredom. So I've been trying to do self-care (being lazy) but I don't think anything will help until it's warmer. But like normally I feel better all dressed up at work - but today I was in my nice wool dress with my nylons and oxfords and I just felt stupid. Those grey stockings - "Jana" style - just aren't the right shape for my leg, and now they have holes from my stupid huge big toes, which can probably be mended because the nylon is so firm ... unfortunately after the last time I wore my Danas, that pair was ruined. The Danas are softer, more clingy, and feel nicer, but they're also more delicate and seem to have gotten caught on something in the opening of the shoe when I last took them off. And I feel like I don't walk well in even a 2" heel. I'm working tomorrow, and I may just jeans it because while my new philosophy is that a) I am my own work of art and b) I like wearing the clothes I like more than I like being 100% comfortable, sometimes you need a day off. (And the corollary to b) is that I like the way I look in them and I don't like the way I look in them right now I guess.)
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