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chocolatepotI had a crazy dream last night, apparently inspired by m_of_design's dream and my trip to New York two weeks ago - there was a party in like a big stone-interiored castle going on, an 18th century white and gold themed costume party. (Note to self: DO THIS.) I was late because of travel issues, like before, and so I got there after dark, toting around a heavy bag and a rolly suitcase. Everybody else was fully dressed and in the ballroom, having a great time. The person who was going to meet me was already dressed too, so she wasn't really into helping me, and kind of waved me on. So I'm carrying all of this and trying to find the room where I can put my things down and get dressed, but in doing so I end up in the main room with the stuff, kind of cranky and tired, and people keep telling me not to worry about it, just stay - but at the same time, it's like Dress U and the dressed people's eyes just kind of skate over me because I'm not One of the Tribe. Soooooooooo.
tl;dr yet another anxiety dream where I get left behind, haven't had one of those in a long time, what is wrong with me
I was having a relaxing, leisurely aloneday at work, and then as soon as it was open, while I was still eating lunch, a Cornell grad student came to research the local dairy industry. So I had to take her up to the archives and stay with her until 4, and because everything I do is with either Outlook or PastPerfect (which is only on my computer), I can't really do anything work-wise up there. Which retroactively ruined my relaxation, because I'd been, you know, going at a Saturday pace beforehand and I just felt bad for not working as hard as I could have been once I was stuck doing nothing. Next time if it's a student who seems trustworthy I'm just going to let them stay there by themselves, it's ridiculous.
m_of_design's dream and my trip to New York two weeks ago - there was a party in like a big stone-interiored castle going on, an 18th century white and gold themed costume party. (Note to self: DO THIS.) I was late because of travel issues, like before, and so I got there after dark, toting around a heavy bag and a rolly suitcase. Everybody else was fully dressed and in the ballroom, having a great time. The person who was going to meet me was already dressed too, so she wasn't really into helping me, and kind of waved me on. So I'm carrying all of this and trying to find the room where I can put my things down and get dressed, but in doing so I end up in the main room with the stuff, kind of cranky and tired, and people keep telling me not to worry about it, just stay - but at the same time, it's like Dress U and the dressed people's eyes just kind of skate over me because I'm not One of the Tribe. Soooooooooo.tl;dr yet another anxiety dream where I get left behind, haven't had one of those in a long time, what is wrong with me
I was having a relaxing, leisurely aloneday at work, and then as soon as it was open, while I was still eating lunch, a Cornell grad student came to research the local dairy industry. So I had to take her up to the archives and stay with her until 4, and because everything I do is with either Outlook or PastPerfect (which is only on my computer), I can't really do anything work-wise up there. Which retroactively ruined my relaxation, because I'd been, you know, going at a Saturday pace beforehand and I just felt bad for not working as hard as I could have been once I was stuck doing nothing. Next time if it's a student who seems trustworthy I'm just going to let them stay there by themselves, it's ridiculous.
